Littleoflife (lol)

In the middle of the night, beneath the million stars, there's a beating heart wounded trying to heal, shattered trying to hold, hold on to the memories, It wished was the reality It would try try to fill it with colors as it was slowly fading away black and white, some random colors just here and there, blurred visions somewhere, or was it just the tear? was it tired of holding on? was it ready to outgrow? was peace finally finding it? was it ready to let go?

  “What is your favorite colour?” they ask I am so afraid how can I say black? for a man is killed for being this colour, the colour he was born with, what was he supposed to do? rip his skin off? so he could breathe this air too he didn’t even choose but still he lost his breathe now say how can I choose I’ve put my choice in sheathe For how long?, after how many lives? will this world understand when the black thrives, why do we paint the demons   in the colour black? the real demons these days they hide in the back, back of their mask, which is supposed to be praised no matter what they do? god you’re the witness, and this silence for who? The 21 st of century, love, beauty, and freedom but when everyone is growing blacks fall like an autumn? justice must be served, please, stop this racism let’s make the world peaceful this is our home, home for every colour, colour, caste and creed our brothers are dying please, don’t let them bleed...

And one day if I don’t feel alright, And we had a big fight, Would you still care? Would you stand near? Near to me, ready to hug? Brush away all bad thought? Embrace me with all the flaws, Put you actions above your clause? Would let me fly beyond my own thought? Would you water our flowers even if we face drought? Would you be the rhyming for the poem I write? Would you hold my hand in each of my fight? When the dusk fills our world with dark Will you just leave me with your fingermark? This heart is scared to give you all my love Would you still be there if the time gets rough? Would your arm still proffer that warmth? The warmth, I feel now when everything is right But would you still be there, if I don’t feel alright? And if we had a big fight?

Like a sky I am, the cloud is my heart just floating all over searching for a place place that will hold me with a warmth I crave not letting me fall again drop by drop into the dirt like those cold hearts did with their cold hollow touch broke down my heart with their merciless clutch Someday I paint rainbow all the colours I adore delightful is everything what a gorgeous dawn, dawn carrying ray of hope promising me a march march to the river of love march to the bliss march to the ecstasies march me to reminisce reminisce the beauty of life recapture all my stars forgetting all the failures forgetting all the scars and someday it’s all black my heart ready to burst burst into the tears burst with all the fears fears I carry all along deep-seated in my heart these demons they come out of leash that once I conquered, I assassinated them I thought, but here they are alive alive and more vigorous now, tell me where I hide they took all my armory ...

  With a pen and a paper, I sat down, to write about myself, but somehow, the paper was empty, just like my heart but the pen? there was no ink left, and I realized nothing could explain me better, better than this an empty paper, with finished ink

Silent prayers of love, an invisible ray of hope, I kept on holding on the last string of our rope, rope that held us, you and me together, just like a love bird under this beautiful weather Don’t say I just gave up, but I can’t live a lie you left me in the halfway with a silent goodbye aching for the sunshine my heart wouldn’t sleep misery was stabbed in heart all eye did was bleed you moved on so easy, I was stuck with pain, I cried a river for you, but all went in vain will I ever understand, why wasn’t this enough? only I saw this forever, for you, it was a bluff Maybe we weren’t meant to be, destiny played its game, our story became tragedy, where to put the blame? now, self love is the goal, I’m moving to still hoping best for you, but I’m unloving you. you may also want to read: who I am

M isunderstandings about feminism: Feminism, with the word we can draw a rough sketch that it relates to some female issues or has something to do with the females. Most of us carry this rough sketch we make, assume things and speak without proper research or understanding on the topic. I can see something like war going on in the social media platform on this very topic, especially among the young minds. Most of them don’t even know what the beliefs of feminism are, what feminism stands for, and what feminists want. They are just being the sheep and following everything they see on the social Medias. Here, I’m going to share some of the issues that I think are misunderstandings regarding feminism. Pseudo-feminism: Pseudo-feminism is one of the topics that must be discussed to clearly understand feminism and the misunderstandings about feminism. Pseudo- feminists talk about equality but want everything more than what men get. This is what a typical Pseudo-feminist looks like. ...